Manifesto?

I am writing this diary for a number of reasons, I will try to list them below, in no special order.

Like everybody else I am trying to find the meaning of my own existence. As I enter adulthood I find myself more lost than ever before (ironically?). Writing and communicating are two things that make me feel passion, which is lacking in my life right now, I am hoping that with time this will allow me to feel a little sense of purpose; and to get out of my head.

I admire vulnerability more than ever, I am a fan of Brene Brown, I gotta say I have always walked that walk and as soon as I started my work life and got thrown into the real world, people managed to make me feel ashamed of being a sharer. My idea is to get back to feeling comfortable talking about my life, and feel brave once again; and trust once again in others but above all myself and the steps I have taken in life so far. ALSO I think it’s a great experiment to see what happens to me if I am vulnerable and other people read it.

I was once told “I need too much attention” this is a way to not bother people with my thoughts.

I wanna have somewhere where I can put my opinion and not be judged. In a way, with this, I am screaming into the void that is the Internet, and hoping it takes me somewhere.

Finally, I am very nosy so I thought why not try to connect with other nosy people out there by telling them every single detail of my life anonymously.

My fav quote is below, if anyone ever reads this I just want them to know I want to be the best person possible always, and that I admire those who can always adhere to their values publicly. They are very brave.

Few men are willing to brave the disapproval of their fellows, the censure of their colleagues, the wrath of their society. Moral courage is a rarer commodity than bravery in battle or great intelligence. Yet it is one essential, vital quality for those who seek to change a world that yields most painfully to change.

Robert F. Kennedy